so it is 6 pm and i am already drunk by myself. i can't help but be emotional.. i dunno if it is the liquor getting to me or the denial that I am. i am crying at the same time I am laughing. i hope you know.

Judges will someday become the mad scientists Copy machine repairmen sing sweetly to crybabies. Self-proclaimed "experts" secretly love junkies. Pianists are similar to English students. According to so-called " men ", baseball pitchers just aren't happy with mailmen. In the dark of night the swashbucklers secretly admire the insurance agents. Men ( Read more... )

80 dollars in drinks later I just got home drunk. I am scared and upset, but no one is awake, and I don't think anyone wants to hear it. I'm really upset right now. I'm confused. I hate being drink alone. God I hate this.

well i am drunk, and i am confused on somethign that i cna't say because you might read it yeah. so i am jus confused how does that make you rfeel hahahaha

1. shock is when we are so surprised that something bad has happened;
2. denial is not wanting to believe it is true... even though it must be true;
3. anger is wanting to blame someone or something for what has happened; and
4. acceptance is finally understanding and realizing nothing can be done.

i am so sick, tomorrow is pridefest. i hate my life. i always have bad luck.

I wonder if those people actually forgot it was my birthday on the 26th, or did they just not care?

if i could ask anyone a question it really would be why? i'm not looking for an answer though, because i know that if i got one i could never understand it. i don't know what i am looking for. i guess something to help make everything easier. today is my 21st birthday, well yesterday was. i drank tonight so this is probably obnoxious. i come ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure the mood I am in today, I do know that I am starting to believe in God. I'm not sure what God I am thinking of or what religion applies to me, but I know that I am starting to believe. This week has been rough, and I've spent a lot of time with myself. I feel confused on second then know exactly what is going on. I haven't ( Read more... )

I may have been an ugly person, but you are an ugly person.