I'm writing to let you all know that I am leaving this LJ account.
I have another that I have been using 'much' more often, and felt that it wasn't worth my while to try to upkeep this one.
I will be deleting this acct in a soonish fashion, but if you would like to follow me to the one that isn't dying let me know.
take care,
j
:)

quiz HOW GIRLIE ARE YOU/ HOW COMFORTABLE ARE YOU AS A STRAIGHT MAN TO ANSWER HONESTLY ( Read more... )

Ah yes, tis true ( Read more... )

In the day
In the night
Say it right
Say it all
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken

When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

love comes in many different forms.
love can be simple and love can be complicated.
it can just be.

i'm finding that i'm not patient enough.
i may not find love in the areas i want. (ie parents)
but i find love, little bits here, larger bits there.
life may not be easy, but i don't have to give up.

This is where I announce the appointment I had for bloodwork. It took all of about 4 min, but she took 5 vials of my blood to test my liver and my hormone levels, etc. Though I'm not fond of the process, its still very exciting. Thats just one step closer.
Now we can all return to our regularly scheduled days..:P

december was Hell for me. I am not even going to begin to start on that. It was way too fucking much. Nobody knows much of the story and I prefer to keep it that way. It was stressful from the time the month started until I got home drunk from the new years party ( Read more... )

I've seen the bridge ( Read more... )

I do not know yet what I will become.  There are no boxes to fill or boundaries to cross or not cross. I am not dependent on others. They do not create my self esteem. Self esteem comes from within.
I am not in need of external approval to feel good about myself. Rumours have gone around about me to distant parts of the world, and I can now say I ( Read more... )

WTF do you think youre doing? that is the last time you are going to fuck with me.  I don't know who it is.. but I don' t fucking care anymore. I love your daughter dearly, but I know I may never see her again now. DON"T OUT ME!!! you outed me to the first girl I ever loved. Talk about disrespectful.  someone has been betraying me for a long time, ( Read more... )