so there's this boy ( Read more... )

I'm fucking pissed!

[good i hope you read this]

 the whole college process is all over now- thank god. 
well... not just quite... i have to still decide where i'm going to go!!

classes this semester aren't too bad even though i am a senior taking 7.5 classes.

oh i got my apendix out last week <-- very not kool.

i miss livejournal.

 i said pause last night...and got sad.

why is everyone's solution to not liking something just get rid of it. it's not that easy. just because i don't like my job doesn't mean i can just quit- there's so much more too it than that.

pros:
i get money
it's close to home
i'm here already

cons: 
the residents suck
the people i work with suck
have to go out ( Read more... )

so when was the last time we did something I wanted to do??

i can't remember;

 I visted LIM today. it was atrocious. 
atleast I got to hang out with megan for a little. 
i really, truely and honestly HATE carmel. 
i'm ready to get the fuck out of here.

i've realized that i must subconciously like to get treated like shit... 
my parents treat me like shit
my boyfriend treats me like shit
my friends...oh wait, i don't have any. good ( Read more... )

so lets bounce some ideas around because i don't know what to be for halloween. and i need some SERIOUS help.

what is everyone else being for halloween??

i'm proud of myself that i narrowed down my choices to 8 top colleges to really look into. i like the control, the power i have when looking around and decieding. i'm staying relatively close, maybe about 3 hours tops. but i put in a bunch of results and it said i had a good chance of getting into all of them too. yay!

kate and cosh were so awesome ( Read more... )

The summer is finally here, and with all that's happened this past school year I'm glad to throw on a pair of shorts and get a little dirty. 
There's so much to look foward to... 
Lighter days. 
Being warm. 
Little Kids. 
Camp songs. 
Weekend stories. 
Captain Crunch. 
Gossip, gossip, gosssip.

i feel sick. it's no good. :(

he leaned fowards and kissed the tops of my shoulders,
and goosebumps appeared on my arms and neck.

To Do list::
read a good book.
make a collage.
buy new pants &&bathingsuit bottoms. 
stop being a shlub*. 
cut off my dead ends. 
get something of a tan. 
loose weight.

I can't wait for summer <3

*shlub = gross, icky, not appealing.