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[conditional]

the saddest sounds i've ever heard were those of my grandfather's sobs when he told me she passed this morning.

and i want to be mad at my dad for telling me to pull it together. because i don't want to pull it together. i want to crawl under my covers and just lose it until there's no tears left in my body. because really. honestly this isn't

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[schmoke]

so much love to you right now. it's been four months since i got that call and while most days are better, it still hits me unexpectedly fairly often. i'm sure it does get better, it just takes awhile. *hugs*

i'm really sorry.

[colidescopeyes]

i love you.

[ivegotkymestry]

it's going to be hard.

don't pull together. fall apart and then build yourslef back up. if you don't let go you'll never be able to grow and appreciate the time that you did have, not the time that you'll tell yourself you're missing.

i'm so sorry baby :(

[ratlyn]

It does get easier. But I do still advocate crying as long as you need to.

You and your family are in my thoughts.

[inmyseason]

I relate, unfortunately. I'm thinking of you.