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So the dentist scraped at my teeth today. My gums are sore and the bled a little. It turns out that I have a cavity, Bummer. So now I have to go back to the dentist in 2 days and have that taken care of. Great just what I’ve always wanted, a horrible painful drill in my tooth, and wasting a full day at the dentist office. Not that I have anything ( Read more... )

I am on the fence. I have to decide weather or not to start being a big bitch and tell everyone to fuck off, or to be super nice & fix all my problems.. It seems so much easier to tell everyone to go to hell. So now I am stuck between a rock and a hard place, and all I want to do is hang out with Chad. GD- I have to fly home for a flipping dentist ( Read more... )

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Good morning. 8:25 a.m. and I didn't even drink last night… I made up for it don’t you worry! I drank the last 4 nights silly. First I went over to and ex-boyfriends house. (If you can even call him an ex-boyfriend) I was sleeping and had a relationship with this guy, who by the way is STILL dating this girl he went to high school with. She the “ ( Read more... )

 It didn’t really bother me when I found out, that is until I saw a picture of them together. [tear]  until that point she wasn’t real to me. But then she had a face, and that stupid blond hair! I wanted to hit her for kissing him in the picture. So then we ended it. It was the only right thing to do. That was the background… fast-forward about 3 ( Read more... )

I had gotten drunk the night before and called him and we both were in agreement to hang out and I said I was coming out the next night after work at 8pm. I didn’t get there until 10pm. But when I did get there we started drinking (outside because it was a beautiful night) a bottle of wine later he starts to tell me how much he has missed me and ( Read more... )

*Stupid* because the next thing you know we are going at "it" on his bed. About a month ago I had stopped us from having sex. I don’t usually like playing second string, but I wouldn’t have stopped it  this night for anything. I wanted him so bad. When it was over he said I could stay the night, which I thought was the best given my current ( Read more... )

Yeah, that’s right… he slept with me and then got up at 7:00 am to get on a train to go see HER! I hope she feels like sloppy seconds! (Well that was a little harsh.) So it’s now 7am and he wakes me up to tell me goodbye. And even after he leaves I continue to sleep. That was Thursday night. I spent the next 3 nights drunk. Friday night I got ( Read more... )

 [I’m crazy] then we went out to a gay bar. I saw a lot of sweaty men with out shirts, unfortunately for me I didn’t get any numbers, but I am pretty sure there was like 4 guys hitting on Jerz! Lol. The next morning I had to get up Saturday and work early. (The other nights I had to work as well but it wasn’t early)  that night I landed at a keg ( Read more... )