the whole luggage thing is really a fucking chore. and is stressing me out coz i can't make plans. GAH 

sometimes it hurts to know that your friends are finding their place in society and you're still stuck at ground zero. hurts even more when you know your endgame but lack the ability, at least currently, to achieve it ( Read more... )

 got my exchange posting. im going to prague! didnt get switzerland but prague's really cool as well. so it's all good.

alright. going back to study. )):

mixed feelings for today.

ah well. it's the last week of school. lighten up and study hard. 

 ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ TWO MIDTERMS IN A WEEK'S TIME.

so tell me, why am i not studying as hard as i should be? GAHHHHH

i should hate you. hate you for ignoring that message. hate you for using me for information. hate you for being such an ass. for not being willing to be friends. for throwing our friendship away because i told you something. but i dont. i dont hate you. strange, isn't it? i'm not even angry at you. when i realised that you were pumping me for ( Read more... )

just read my lj to see when was the last time i posted. nearly a month ago! and the content is still the same today. hahahah guess that only goes to show how monotonous my life is ( Read more... )

why am i feeling so lazy about school and what's this persistent headache. urghhhhhhhhh i really need to start doing my homework or at least complete my exchange applications. i am this close to completing. ohman ( Read more... )

 OH YEAHHHHHHHH. online worksheet for st gallen got approved! I CAN MOVE ON TO THE NEXT STAGE OF APPS. and of course the question remains:

PRAGUE OR SWITZERLAND?!!!

and i hate the new ontrac. NO TIME TO LEARN HOW TO USE LA. OMG. and need to apply internship. omggg.

AND HOMEWORK. HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKK.

so righttttttt, im wavering between the two countries again. ah well. will make a trip down to oir tmr. then i hope ill get a better idea and ill know what im getting into. and hahaha i finally realised why mapping's so hard for me. the concept of pass/fail mods have yet to sink in. every time i find something potentially interesting, i start ( Read more... )