slowly but surely, im completing my exchange application. i never expected course mapping to be such a bitch. or maybe because im such a scaredy-cat i check and double check everything which is why i'm taking so long. i still have to map 2 more unis just in case. hahahaha but navigating the university of economics website is really a bloody bitch ( Read more... )

ive got no mood to do anything at all though the list of things i have to do is slowly piling up. exchange apps, homework, readings.

ah fuck. im going to sleep.

it wasn't good. at all. sigh. i really studied hard for this but oh well, can't control the difficulty of the paper, can i? sigh.

well, at least this time, i cant blame myself for not studying hard enough. ha.

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since i cant seem to study today, might as well update this space with my inane rambling ( Read more... )

my posts keep getting lost. hurhur. ah well. thats probably all for the best since all i did was emo all over the post.

this is truly the most tiring term ever. ive never felt more defeated by murphy's law. i dont remember feeling this horrible about ethics (even with its last minute-ness and missing groupmates) or finance. haaaaaaaa

i need to stop thinking like this because if i continue down this line of thinking, i'm only going to be filled with bitterness again. and now is really not the time for this. i just need to constantly remind myself that you're like teflon and even though i dont know why people make allowances for you sometimes, i just have to remember that shit ( Read more... )

i am currently at a point where i have spent way too much time in school doing projects.

i've not slept earlier than 330am in these two weeks. i dont know how long i can continue doing this. yesterday i went back at 5am and the day before, 6am. seriously man. im fucking exhausted. everything will come to an end soon but omg, why cant it come

oh, for lack of ambition.

Today was a pretty good day I guess. Experienced a bit of angst and the day ended well.

Until the next big thing comes, I dont think ill ever get over failling cat midterms. Haa.

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