I came across this entry from just over a year ago ( Read more... )

nope, nevermind. i fucked it up. cool.

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hooray. so something good did happen. a boy likes me, and i don't think he's so bad either. funny how something so simple can make my day. not funny, more kind of sad. but whatever. it's nice to know somebody new appreciates you. i think he is promising. but i'm trying not to assume too much (hence no assumptions about any upcoming very ( Read more... )

i heart this game:

something good might be happening. i'm reserving judgment on whether it's happening or not. cuz i know as soon as i tell everyone about it it'll be ruined. i'll let you know if it works out. cynicism is temporarily effaced.

so i didn't get into Chi Omega. Which I was totally fine with until i realized that i really don't like two girls in my suite, and worse, that that actually cuts out a relatively large portion of people who i thought were my friends. So now i'll have fewer excuses to not hang out with my suite. And also Wendy is in one so I'll see her less. And ( Read more... )

it's so hard to be vulnerable because so few boys can be trusted. it happened again today, different guy, same thing. he said he liked me, i told all my friends, then he said nevermind. how does a girl make herself get back out there and be vulnerable again when it keeps coming back to bite me in the ass. fuck them for ruining my ability to ( Read more... )