I find myself sitting here looking over on past and current events and I don't know why I'm feeling the way I am feeling in such a profound matter. I've thankfully not had something so tragic happen directly in my life, yet I'm here finding myself sinking in such a depression over all the tragedy around me. There is so much in life I really don't ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's already April. I'm so glad March is over though, it was a huge blur and I can't really remember much of anything but sadness ( Read more... )

It's amazing what all can happen in just one month. I left off on livejournal on such a high. A high I never felt before. Such indescribable feelings. Such feelings of comfort, care and hope. Things with Gustavo where just that. I found myself scared when trying to grasp what I was feeling, for these feelings where truly feelings I never felt ( Read more... )

the first valentine's day that i can say i've ever enjoyed.

i'm floating

i shall go to bed, the wine has gotten to me hehe

i'm happy :)

♥

I find myself in this predicament yet again. And yes, I know the answer, but I just keep on hoping that maybe things will be different this time. DUMB BITCH

I've made up my mind ( Read more... )

Wow, basically midway into the first month of the year and still no update hahaha Go me ( Read more... )

Wow, this year I neglected to write in my livejournal quite a bit. I just struggle to get myself to write. Maybe that will be my resolution for next year, to write in my livejournal more often. Or maybe it's a good thing that I have strayed a bit from LJ. Who knows ( Read more... )

I used to update so frequently, now I struggle to get myself to sit here and type anything out haha I used to look forward to rush home and update and vent about whatever daily happenings occurred ( Read more... )

I laugh at the fact that maybe a month or so ago I was going crazy and stressing the fact that I wasn't getting enough hours of work, and now I'm being down poured with hours! It's totally more then I bargained for. This past weekend was floorset and I was going crazy and this week they decided to give me like 3 times the amount of hours they ( Read more... )

"I JUST WANNA LAY NEXT TO U DUDE. I HOPE U DONT THINK IM JUST TRYING TO GET INTO UR PANTS."

I think those are the most romatic words I've ever heard .....

but I think I really mean it .....