CONFUSED1412'S SUICIDE COMMANDO SONG LYRIC IS
another victim
another crime
innocent children
innocent lifes
endless torture
endless pain
a 1000 bodies
a 1000 times
another murder
another war
living in pain
living insane
dangerous weapon
dangerous games
the human race
the human disgrace

~ "The Human Disgrace" from Stored Images
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I suck at updating. Sorry about that. I know that I said that I would make this thing friends only. But... it takes too much effort. And I don't write anything that important anyway ( Read more... )

Tom has been back with Lisa for a while now. Stab in the heart... He could have told the truth. He could have said goodbye. Instead he chose to lie and hurt me. Which he promised he wouldn't do. I don't know what to do anymore. I give up. Since this all started, since I've fallen even deeper into my hole, things just keep on getting steadily worse ( Read more... )

I sit and watch the rain ( Read more... )

Yea, I just got back from the doctor's. They prescribed me physical therapy... ick. Well if it helps my back ( Read more... )

I think it's funny that I have so much to say in the notebook that me and Georgia share, but when it comes to writing in here, I have nothing that I want to say. Maybe it's because I know that more people read this. I'll write again later.

I shouldn't be in school, I should be in the mental ward... I can't handle all the pressure... No one understands. It's all about them right? So blame another thing on me and make it worse. thanksI'm pissed off because I haven't gotten a chance to hang out with Erika so that I could give her her birthday stuff. My gift is really lame compared to ( Read more... )

I've been horrible with updates lately. Sorry about that, not only is it lack of a decent computer, it's just been impossible for me to get out of my hole to write. I haven't felt like writing in a while. Really I don't feel like writing now. There's not really anything to write about it. I'll think of something.

Whatever you want to believe sweetie.

Who is this directed towards? Only I know. All the rest of you can question yourselves for once. LEave me the fuck out of it.

I love Halloween. And I love my costume. Maybe I'll be able to post pictures. I have a couple that I'd like to ( Read more... )