Well its 3 in the morning and im having trouble sleeping. I have so much on my mind right now. I found something out about Daniel and it just crushed me it seriously broke my heart, I told him if he ever did it I would leave him and no its not cheating. He did Meth he was doing it for about a couple months and he lied to me how do I deal with this ( Read more... )

So I went to the Motley Crue concert and it was really good and i dont think i have ever seen so many boobs in my life lol even a guy showed us his penis which was gross lol, I liked sum 41 because they called Anna Nicole Smith a fucking cunt that was pretty funny cause they made a song about her. Anyways i will write more tomorrow
<3,
Crystal

wow today i went to my dads house and then we went to my dads friends and had a bbq, It was GOOOOOOOOD. lol we also went swimming which was much needed in the 108 weather. I hate summer but then again I love it. Well me and Daniel are suppose to be getting married next year october 26,2006 wanna come? if you want to just tell me and you can come. i ( Read more... )

well im so excited because we are planning a camping trip and to me it would be good to just get away from all the adults, i just need to get away and smoke my troubles away lol. I dont even know why i even write in this thing because nobody reads it anyways so whats really the point. Anyways wells its official i have noone to go to prom with. I ( Read more... )

Wow this says my hidden talent is artistic, yeah right i cant even make stick figures look good lol

Dead to the world, dead to myself. the flowers wither and ice melts away. Life is only a flash brought before ones eye. I am only a face in the crowd, just another sin. Another person waiting to die, left on the ground to rot. I'm just another loser, put down by all my peers. I fight yet i fail, i fly yet, i fall. I'm worthless, I'm no one. I cry ( Read more... )

Sometimes i Wonder why i even stay here. I dont really have a purpose to be here. I just want to go crawl in a hole and never come out. Why are people so rude? I mean what really makes them think they can walk all over people? anyways, MY life officially (check spelling) sucks. Im moving to Williams SO boring they have a; Taco bell, Carls Jr. ( Read more... )

Today I went out with leslie, Joey, Cortny we had a lot of fun. WE went to the park on cottonwood. and we played ont he toys and joet took hella pictures. right now i have a lot of shit going on through my mind. I have Senior prom comming up and i don't know what to do I want to go with this guy ***** but i think he is going with someone else, ( Read more... )