I WANT YOU TO STAB ME IN THE GUT I DONT CARE WHAT YOU USE. A TABLE KNIFE OR A PIECE OF BARK. I WANT TO SEE YOUR WHITE HAND COVERED WITH MY BLOOD, PLEASE BE SMILING TOO. I WANT YOU TO DRAW PATTERNS ON MY BELLY WITH A VERY SHARP KNIFE, DONT GO ALL THE WAY TO THE BONE, AND DONT GO NEAR MY HEART MY NECK OR BELLOW MY HIPS. WE WILL LISTEN TO REALLY GOOD ( Read more... )

Im going to Kill him nobody treats my sister like that. lol dont think im psycho cause im not. lol

Well yesterday i went to see the movie I,Robot with Eric and Tiffany, it was a lot of fun thanks Eric for inviting me. WE should all hang out more. I miss talking at school at the lunch table. Anyways Me and Daniel are on good grounds wich im very happy for. this long distance relationship is killing me. but it is way worth it. He means a lot to me ( Read more... )

i didnt go to bed untill 6:30 this morning. nad i got up at 10:30. im so tired i was having a contest with jahmi, he was saying that he could stay awake longer, so we stayed on the phone for 5 hours, you could tell he was getting sleepy. but he didnt want to go to sleep cause he didnt want to loose, so we decided to call it even, even though i was ( Read more... )

Well, i miss Daniel so much, im kinda mad at him cause he never called. but then again im scared, people were saying that they were going to jump him ( Read more... )

Well im listening to the song passenger seat its by SHeDaisy. I like country. So what if you dont like it kiss my ass. lol. Anways Eric came over yesterday. I was so happy to see him. I needed to see him i was going insane not talking to my friends. I think im going to call Tiffany when i get off. I have not seen or talked to her since school ended ( Read more... )

I think im going to call people and tell them whats up. im so bored at this Damn house there is nothing to do. Anyways i wish i could see Daniel. I talked to him the other day and he had a walkie talkie and people were watching him saying that they were going to beat his ass. he needs to be careful with that shit or he is going to really get his ( Read more... )

Well it is good to be back in boring town Woodland. I finally got a house. its big so i really like it. I wasnt able to go anywhere cause i cut my leg and i had to get stiches :( ohh well. Eric came over one day to give me a Brownie it was so sweet. Thanks ERIC!!!! you are the Greatest. Well Samantha Came over a few times to visit me. Thank you ( Read more... )

Today i was suppose to go down to Fresno so i can go see Daniel. But my dad had to work today. so we will not leave untill tomorrow. so that pisses me off im so sick and tired of my life. My sister is getting on my last nerve. She needs to go to boot camp. I wish my mom would send here. My mom needs to send her to one she needs a attitude ( Read more... )

Yesterday me and samantha left class early to go to my house. Then we went to Browns Corner and for her first time playing pool she is really good. i talked to cece about going to a party we are going to go on Friday cause on saturday im leaving to go to Daniels house, im so happy that i get to see him, he means a lot to me ( Read more... )