i am having a baby i am 10 weeks along and joel is the father and right now everthing is ok, , umm i went to new haven last weekend and i had fun i love my friends they make everthing ok and i am going to rocky horror picture show with sarah,cassie,kayla,joel,mike(maybe) dude me and sarah had a bet that i should fuck joel in the theater bathroom ( Read more... )

man this weekend was fun,i hung out with sarah and shit, i met some of her friends and they'res this one who is a asshole we were debating and hes like i'm not debating with a little freshman, and sarah (who's a junior) was like dude shes 7months younger then me, why do ppl act like they are more Superior cuz they are a little older, i hate ppl ( Read more... )

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ok i went to warped tour like on july 28, and i forgot to write about it so i am going to now, well i get there and i stood in line for liek 20minutes and i get a nice sun burnt , well then i watch A7x and some guy stands in front of me and i cant see over him so i start holding myself up by his shoulder and shit so i can see and plus hes really ( Read more... )

so i live in ohio now and i feel like i am missing out in life by being here like the world is passing by and i am just asleep,and i think i am broken like i try to love someone but it seems like i can't love them the way they love me, i feel like i am forcing myself to care about them,i wonder why lol my emotions never make any sense to me i ( Read more... )

ok i met a boy named shawn and hes 16 and he likes deftones FATA alkiline trio thursday and thrice and motion city soundtrack and so much more, and hes easy to talk to and hes going to warp tour too and he likes my purple mohawk and he doesn't think i am an idiot and shit (unlike joel who is now talking trash and he told my best friend " the one ( Read more... )

well these passed few months have been weird and different. all my friends are gradtioning and stuff and everyone is leaving and it makes me so sad i wanna be a kid again where i never had to worry about much, its like my life is passing me by and all i can do is look at it, like ur reading a book and u want to change it but u just can't. and now i ( Read more... )

well joel deciaded we should be friends well my school calls me and my friends goths though we don't even look or act like goths so that show u how stupid r school is. well i found a song by smile empty soul and i like it ( Read more... )

well i talked to my friend steve and he said i was cute(at least someone does)he wants me to go to warsaw but i need a ride and i don't think i can find one:'( my friend called and shes like" why aren't you going to heather's party were going to drink and stuff" i wanted to say ok good for that,i mean i got drunk thursday ditched school didn't get ( Read more... )

well i called joel today (why do i have to bring myself such pain)and now hes acting like hes to good to talk to me, he does this all the time he comes and goes as he pleases, i slept with him and then he just leaves and i haven't talked to him since, god why do i always go back to him, i know i probably said this shit over and over again and yet ( Read more... )