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Loooooooool.
Really... I amaze myself with my own lameness sometimes.
This is a new low even for me.
Though - I'm totally amused how people watch who band boys @ reply then follow those people like they're something special.
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Why do I torture myself?
So today... I stumbled upon something on the internet & whatever. It led me to this conclusion ( Read more... ) -
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So the past 20--something hours has seen me watch HSM3 for the first time, playing Fob Trail, failing yet again to get a job, and talking on the phone for an hour to someone i should not be clinging to, and arguing a tumblr blog ( Read more... ) -
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Creativity Bust
It’s never been this bad before
The sleepless nights, the hum of words under my skin
I’m tripping over myself with the need to write
But try as I might
There’s just nothing to be said
I gotta go
Get out of here
Start over somewhere else
I feel restless in my own skin
Incomplete
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allright, that whole fucking "you don't know what you have until its gone" thing.
Fuck it.
I'm so tired of being shown what I had or could have had. I don't even get it. How do i keep getting drawn into things? I moved *away*. I'm not supposed to care anymore.
But it's like I spent
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So things are looking up
I forced myself to talk to people today. People I know live @ the complex. Figured it's about time i actively did something to make my time there not suck. Plus, he's kind of cute. And i really don't want to drive around la myself. it shouldn't be hard to be social but fuck it really is ( Read more... )