That's right, you could fail, everyone could fail you, the robo-kite you built could catch on fire and slam into a tree which harbours your neighbours prize exotic flowers which could consequently be the only things he/she lives for nowdays. That's why you gotta do things now! Cuz you'll just never know if you don't! People tell me "Man, your gonna look so funny when your old with all those tattoos *laughing adult mockery*" And so i decided to get more in the event that i would like to know. hahaha, That and the fact aaht i think i'll look a million bucks and at least we'll be able to say we didn't regret 'not' doing anything when we were younger. I don't have faith in alot of people, even a few for that matter. You never get dissapointed that way :) But thats true, if you start getting edgy with self-faith, you reeaaly aught to stop for a second. I believe so anyways.
See -- that's the thing. I am totally [in my mind] like that... but when it comes down to doing things i just freeze up. same thing with talking [i am expressive, and i have a lot to say that is dying to get out] but when i go to talk to people [especially my g/f] i freak out and clam up. i feel like i can't breathe. i get all this anxiety and i just wanna throw up. i go through phases and doing what i want to do, but then.... there's always my mom. telling me how selfish i am [because i do what i want, and she doesn't have enough guts to do that] and then i go back to feeling like shit again
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And so i decided to get more in the event that i would like to know. hahaha, That and the fact aaht i think i'll look a million bucks and at least we'll be able to say we didn't regret 'not' doing anything when we were younger.
I don't have faith in alot of people, even a few for that matter. You never get dissapointed that way :) But thats true, if you start getting edgy with self-faith, you reeaaly aught to stop for a second. I believe so anyways.
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