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[confusedboy69]

I'm having a bad night...and I miss Ryan. I haven't talked to him in 2 months. Which is about how long our lil silences usually last. I know this time it's for good though. I can't stand the way I feel. I hate wanting to be friends with someone I know isn't good for me. I hate missing someone so bad that it makes you feel like you're missing part

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[sweetserinity]

Oh how I can relate...LOL..I think all of us can.I know you miss Ryan.It hard not to miss someone you once shared your life with..I am sure you do feel like you are missing part of yourself like part of yourself has died..Im sure you waiting for me to give you some really good advice and a way to make it stop and I would if I knew what it was..I still struggle with missing my ex..ALL the time..So if you find a cure let me know..and if you ever need a friend you know where to find me..
Sorry to hear about your accident...I am just so glad you are ok..I think you should tell Erik how you feel when you are sober..You do care about him alot and I know you are insecure but it sounds as if he is really interested..You are a great person and he should be so lucky...LOL...Love ya babe..

[confusedboy69]

Thanks Ang...Well I did tell Erik how I feel. He has a couple of guys interested in him right now and he's not sure which way to go he says he's not ready to make a decision b/c he doesnt know any of us that well. So that's cool. I totally understand that. He knows I like him and he said he likes me too, just wants to be friends now and see where it goes, he said that's all he's really looking for and that's fine by me. :)