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May 01, 2005 21:52

I am not okay...not at all. I really thought I was. I feel so numb and hurt right now. I have no where to turn no where at all. I talked to Desiree last nite which was probably a huge mistake. She's Ryan's best friend if you don't remember...and I found out the "true" reason why Ryan is so disgusted by me. I guess it has nothing to do with Ron. It' ( Read more... )

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shaden May 2 2005, 02:00:13 UTC

sighs. i feel the same way about my life right now. :(

*hug*

confusedboy69 May 2 2005, 02:02:14 UTC

Thanks Shannon, we always seem to feel the same ways...I think we've both pointed that out before. *hugs* I am sorry I don't reply as much as I used to...nor do I update. I try to read as often as possible, but I don't get online as much now that my computer is packed up. I am sorry about your drama and I hope that things get better for you soon.

crypticsoul30 May 2 2005, 22:41:20 UTC

I know how you feel. AP said some horrible things about me this week. But in my case as much as I hate it
and try to deny it I'm still in love with the selfish immature asshole.

That who stole your heart meme. Yea, that was done with the intention
of hurting AP the asshole. I've felt like shit ever since because I
resorted to some childish high school vengeance without thinking about
the consequences of leading the person in the picture I posted to think
that I could feel anything other than lust for. At least if I still
have these feelings for the AP the asshole.

confusedboy69 May 3 2005, 02:01:05 UTC

aww I am sorry J...I just don't know how the hell she can say some shit like she did, she elaborated on why they say I'm a whore...honestly I just don't wanna go into it. It hurts too much. I'm sorry you're goin thru that and I hope things get better.

Yep...That's the bitch of it all. phoenix_alpha May 3 2005, 03:34:42 UTC

If you don't let thier comments hurt, you start blocking it all out, and you beging to worry that you're callous. On the other hand if you show how much it hurts, the people who did this get a 'bang' out of it all ( ... )

Re: Yep...That's the bitch of it all. confusedboy69 May 5 2005, 01:51:26 UTC

well I have moved past it. She emailed me yesterday and apologized but it doesn't really matter. I don't even give a damn how any thinks of me. It bothered me b/c of who said it. But oh well everyone is entitled to their opinions. I know what I am and what I'm not and that's what's important. But its all good. I'm happy it's over. Lol at the Mack truck comment. Very true!

Re: Yep...That's the bitch of it all. phoenix_alpha May 5 2005, 03:46:17 UTC

Yayy!