I love him

[confusedcrimson]

I have lost my love, my partner, the only one I cared about enough to give up everything. I want him back and I will do anything to get him back, but I don't think he will ever want me back. I can't be without him..............It is so hard.

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[lost_katana]

T! What happened now! i love you .... boys suck

[confusedcrimson]

Well, I was getting ready for work Wednesday, and he comes in and says he is going to go to Neosho for a few days. It caught me by surprise, and asked "a few days?" he said he didn't know how long he would be gone. So I tried saying just go for a few days not a few weeks. He got mad and I got mad and it blew up into a fight and he broke up with me. Things happen that way with us. They start to go great between us and then something happens. Plus, his friend was there and he had to seem like he was justified for starting the fight by blaming me. Now, he doesn't ever want to see or talk to me again. He acts like he hates me. He says he doesn't, but that is the way he acts. Earlier this week, he made some promises to me. 1: he would NEVER hurt me 2: he would ALWAYS love me 3: he would never cheat on me and 4: he would never leave me. He broke all of them except #3. All he said when I asked him about his promises was "well, shitty deal." I loved him so much and gave up so much for him but he just doesn't seem to care.