I had a pretty good weekend. Jeff and Ed came back to town and we all threw down and had a party at our place. The shopping list for the weekend was 6 24-packs of beer, 2 12-packs of Smirnoff ice, handle of jack, handle of captain morgan, handle of jager, handle of vodka, and a L of hypnotq (idk how to spell it)... o yea and some weed. the first ( Read more... )

Damn it... i don't wanna study!!!! But i have a big microtest tomorrow and have to.....tho i am sure u can tell by me posting that i am trying to stall in every way possible

So today was the first day of class, i didn't get much sleep the night before and i had my 1st class at 8am so needless to say i was tired as hell by the time my last class ended at 3:45... my classes aren't too bad so far and all my classes are mostly mon/wed... i have 1 class tues/thur which is scuba diving at 12:45 and then on friday i only ( Read more... )

I got up yesterday morning at like 7:30am, mad b/c i hadda get up early, but i told jamie i'd go w/ her to visit the camp she used to work at in upstate ny for their visiting day. at first when i got there i really regretted going, i didn't know anyone and i was jsut kinda standing around as she saw freinds she haddn't seen in over a year... and ( Read more... )

Its been a long week at work, which made me decide that its my last week, even tho i am supposed to work all next week. I talked to my boss yesterday, and let her know i was finishing out the week but that i wasn't coming back, i feel bad that it was short notice, but they have been over working me all summer and i had enough. if u don't kno i work ( Read more... )

Its sad when you fuck up so badly that you lose your best friend. Its been a hard year for me, and i have changed at college, partly in a good way, but more in a bad. I became too selfconscious, to afraid of what everyone else thought. I began to doubt myself and hell i still do. i have come to the point where there are few things i really like ( Read more... )

This will be expanded later, but i am on my lunch break and i wanted to give u a little update on the jeff situation. we had a week of seperation where we didn't talk, and that ended wed when he called me as we'd agreed. it was good to tlak to him, i missed that. and there were some things i wanted to tell him. but the break was good, b/c we were ( Read more... )

have you ever thought your life couldn't get any worse or felt down about one thing or another? even with the good things the last few days, i have still felt down, still felt sorry for myself...wishing my life could be better. well then i looked around... tlaked to a few people, and realized my problems aren't important... not in the long run, not ( Read more... )

Ok... so i am real excited about something... but there are a few people i wanna tell in person (or on the phone-just not thro livejournal)... so i am not writing what... but if u want to know ask me... oo and btw dooley had told me to make sure i do something happy by sat to cheer myself up, well this sure as hell counts... i am more happy then i ( Read more... )

Damn i just read every single one of my old livejournal entries.... keep in mind i just started live journal OCt. of this year... but its real interesting. at least the parts about jeff. i do say in a few how much fun we had together... but the majority of the entries were how upset i was at the distance or one thing or another. And in each one we ( Read more... )