what happened to me?

i guess tomorrow morning my parents are going to give me a drug test. apparently when i came home from the concert, i was talking too slow...so obviously i am stoned..or drunk..or something of that nature. i hate how fucking condenscending my parents are. i cant wait to prove them wrong. make them waste all that money on a drug test and find ( Read more... )

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im calming down now.
after 4 cigarettes and the smashing pumpkins.
i played jellybelly, bodies, fuck you (an ode to noone), zero, the everlasting gaze, tales of a scorched earth, and x.y.u. over and over and over again.

sorry for my impetuous whining and anger.

bipolarity is quite an ugly disorder.

im caving in ( Read more... )

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!
i am having the shittiest fucking week ever.
and now i just realized, i have fucking church camp this week-end.
FUCK!
what a great way to end the week.
fuck christians.
fuck everyone.

i hate you.

soo....i got high and ruined everything. jenna just broke up with me. we are over. i dont know what happened. sucks.

well i have to admit. salvador dali paintings look pretty fucking amazing when you are on a grassy knoll.

i am about to break my promise to myself. my vow of sobriety. i was supposed to last till my birthday. but...im bored and ive already forgotten the feeling of it. so why not?

see you on the otherside.

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