ok well i jus finally got my internet hooked back up so now it should be workin or it better be workin cuz other wise i am gonna flip out and now all i gotta do is get my cellie to work ... then ill be good um.. so alot has gone on um.. ya i have been wit juan like basically every day so ya... i dunno i love him so much lol...anywayz him birthday ( Read more... )

   I am so happy i luv everyone i dunno i miss my baby lol.....

I luv You Juan

Yayness

i am so happy that his family loves me  and i dunno....

ok well i jus got home from being at juan's house omg i cant believe this mother fucker went to the store tonyte and brought a fuckin computer so when we got bac to his house his whole family was trying to get me to eat food i was like i am ok and so forth .... his sister was so nice even thou like i am scared of her cuz i thought she didnt like me ( Read more... )

    *boredom*

talkin to denise

bored as hell

carrots realli  rock my socks off *

lol realli random

(i no denise)

   my cell fone is not getting turned off i got it under my name so my fone is still gonna be the same... same number same fone yayness....

   * must read*

*important*

As of tuesday Febuary 22, 2005  i will no longer  have my cell fone becuz my contract is up and my family will not renew it so i a baiscally fucked after tuesday if u wanna get in touch wit me u will eirther have to email me or call my room number jus im me for the number adn i will gladly to give it ( Read more... )

  Hey guyz i created a new journal its at greatestjournal.com  i still want LJ  but i cant access it at skool so i am  gonna use both ok at greatestjournal.com my name is Dazedmind420 k  i still will have confuzedblonde4 on lj k

(¯`·._)A millon words wont bring him bac i no cuz ive tried nether would a millon tears i no cuz ive cried(¯`·._)
                     I <3 U *Juan*

i'm all alone again
pretneding not to exsist
becuz no one cares
no one knows i'm hurt
Why does life have to go this way?
is it the road I choose?
or the heart i chose?
i try not to be me
but it's not being ( Read more... )

  i dunno i guess i jus cant seem to have the closer that i realli wanted to have i dunno i am so confuzed and scared out my mind i dunno anymore like tontye was the most or actually this week has been the most horrbile week ever i swear i wanna scream i cant take this fuckin shyt at all um.. i mean for real i called juan tonyte jus to tell him tha ( Read more... )