Its been awhile since I've update and I can't sleep which i should be right now but i can't so i thought i'd update since quite alot is going on. Tomorrow is the first day of regionals. hahaha. yeah. right. I'm actually really excited for swim to be over. Its been hell this season. I have 4 events hopefully we do well. hopefully I do well. we will ( Read more... )

haha. another time. another hurting heart. another screw up. another time to get away. another time to let go for the moment. another time to clear your head. to make me stronger. to pull back because i've gone too far. These are the times that kill me. I hate not talking, not hanging out. not anything. Instead I get 2 in return. 2 that i don't ( Read more... )

So first. . that last update. . . woooo. I was drunk and very very angry. . . that night that all came out. I think i cussed out every person who said his name. lol and what did i do but hang out with him the next night. . . actually drove around with him till about 3 in the morning. yeah. what a hypocrite i am. lol but thats the way i work i ( Read more... )

I have fucking learned today that you can't fucking trust anything anyone says anymore. . . . haha. I mean fuck how could i have ever thought he was EVER telling me the truth. If your going to use the stuff i gave you for something other than what you told me than fucking tell me. . . . don't leave it for me to find out on msypace. how fucking ( Read more... )

So Life is still pretty good. Way confusing but way good. Lets see since the last time i updated. . . . for the past 2 days I have been hanging out with aaron at his house when i get out of school. It has been way tight, just chillin, smokin trees a grip and like talking. . Its weird to actually talk to him about shit because like we basically ( Read more... )

I think about this time last year. . . How different I was. Who i was hanging out with. What I was and was NOT doing. . Its crazy because when i look back I can't even imagine being that girl ever again. I feel like i have changed so much since then. Good and bad. This time last year I was breaking up an already broken up couple and finally ( Read more... )

This weekend was SO amazing. . I loved it ( Read more... )

these half days are amazing. . . haha. I can't swim today because brenda will not make me elligible till tomorrow because i turned my shit in today. . . . whatev, so i have to go look at suits. WOO. ummm ( Read more... )

School started. . . . Its offically a waste of my time. nothing is going to be done this year. there is hardly any work or anything. . . all i have to do is pass. . . this should be easy, I hope ( Read more... )

So 2 nights ago, my last entry, dodger and brant got in a fight, like a fight fight, not going to go into details because it was the most ridiculous thing i have ever seen in my whole entire life. I honestly didn't know if it was going to get resolved because those boys are SO stubbourn.. . . . BUT! it did. Last night Dodger called and told me to ( Read more... )