I can't begin to understand the events that took place tonight. . . . . everyone was so angry and mad and frustrated. . . . and in the end, friendships were broken, relationships were crushed, and things changed. . I don't understand why 2 best friends had to fight over something stupid. . something that one doens't even know what the reason is ( Read more... )

With everything going on, I have had people over 2 nights in a row. . . . drunk. Eventually as the night twirls to an end giving people rides home I become angry irritated and upset. . . just something that happens then the drinks take over and i start doing stupid shit. . such as texting people i shouldn't. Its over we're done, obvioulsy its ( Read more... )

So lets seeeeeeee. Life. Together but falling apart all the same. . . I have to let things go again. . . until next time. It sucks and it hurts but whatever. umm I quit my job. I have an interview at the Vans Store on Friday! yay!!!! I will be so happy if i get that job. . . . . ummmm ( Read more... )

uggggggghhhh. drinking for almost 3 weeks straight. phew. take a breather. don't spoil your livers too early in life. i got things to live for and places to see. lol but right now, life is good. I'm just living it. taking in every moment as if its my last. Almost every night consists of the same people doing the same thing. But, Every night holds ( Read more... )

Remember the night i was cleaning your kitchen and you took my hands in yours and said you care so much about me, and i looked at you and said the same thing? That conversation opened alot of doors, possibilities and deciet. It told me alot, even though i can't remember alot of it for the life of me. But I do remember you saying you cared, well ( Read more... )

Sitting here waiting. Waiting to go to mexico. waiting for people. waiting for you to wake up and realize what and who i am. wiating for people to stop making bad decisions. waiting to just finish this life and start a new one ( Read more... )

I'm so mad right now I don't want to type anything. I don't know what to type. and the reason i'm mad has nothing to even do with me!!! One of my best friends just got something really good screwed over for her because of fucking JOSH! because he is a big 21 year old cry baby who thinks its ok to sleep with other girls when your "supposedly" seeing ( Read more... )

Last night. . . many thoughts go into last night. Me n Shawna were chillin ALL night doing nothing. i dropped her off and picked up ellie then went home and picked up shawna again. lol Josh found out about Sunday. . . . HAHAHAHAHA. He's so lame. he was mad at her. but who cares. ummmmm s0 Brant wanted to chill, we were going to chill at comptons ( Read more... )

So since I started chillin with Brant and them on Friday We have chilled EVERYDAY since. Its been crazy. There has not been one night that I have been sober. Saturday we went over to ellies house. . I was FADED haha I passed out like old times. when I woke up compton was there. we chilled. I think i was kinda mean but whatev. um it was a hella fun ( Read more... )

Do I love life or what. You know sometimes its just SO shitty but its nights like last night that make living worth while. Friday. . NOTHING was going down. so I was like eh screw it we will all just go to my house and have another 30 pack chill night. except no beer. It was definetly a smirnoff night. hahahaha and BLUE MOON! I was already with ( Read more... )