YUP YUP! Lauren and Brian flew in last night from Mass.!!!!!!!!!!! She is home for 2 weeks!!! lol I picked them up at the airport last night and she came out to find me and when we saw eachother we started screaming and we jumped on eachother! and scared a poor puppy. lol then we went to randalls house and hung out. we took her back to amados. lol ( Read more... )

Do You ever feel like your NEVER happy? Cause I kind of feel like that right now. Lately I just haven't had the fulfillment of happiness like i have in the past weeks. I don't know if its all the downers (alc. bud exc) or what but everything seems to get me annoyed, mad, upset, just down. I mean I have so many things to be happy for. My girls are ( Read more... )

I look up at you from the table. a drink in your hand a cigerette in the other. You give me that look saying hey (you know you want me). Your talking to this guy next to you. I take my own drink and take down the poison that now lives in my blood from day to day. I get up and walk right past you. Soon we will all be in the same state of mind. You ( Read more... )

Last night was hella eventful. it was crazy. And I wasn't even faded. I got off work at like 8:30. Steven tried to beg me to stay and to come in today cause he was going to be by himself with ed. HELL no! lol we fight SO much its so funnny. I love him. Um so i get ready mob to get christina and we mob to RANDALLS HOUSE!! yuppers!! I stopped by ( Read more... )

Life. It's changing up yet again. I'm not sure what to think really, i'm VERY confused ( Read more... )

This weekend was yet another kick ass weekend filled with parties, josh's, drinking, dieing, and whatever else we do all the time. Friday I went to josh's. Got drunk. but i didn't get wasted cause i had a swim meet on saturday. umm lol shay was wasted!!!! it was really funny. ummm saturday i had a meet at 7. ugggghhhhhh. I love Steve and Rocky ( Read more... )

I love how shit changes in one day, one hour no less. I go from having the best time in the world loving life to being so pissed off at everything and at everyone that i don't even know what i'm still doing here. I'm tired of trying to do the right thing, pleasing everyone, getting caught in the middle of my parents fights. Its not my shit!! I hate ( Read more... )

So many things are going through my head right now. I got my report card in the mail. I have 2 D's. One should be a C. which i need to take care of. But the other one i knew i was going to get. and I'm freaking out, will this one class be the one thing that won't let me get anywhere in life? will this stop me from being accepted into Universities ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. Smoking at King Tut's. . . Hott ass guy!! don't know his name but we were talking about Mexico and he came over and showed us pictures of him passed out. lol so hott. we got pulled over and got out of a ticket. It was a blast. lol ( Read more... )

SUMMER BREAK!!!!!!!!!!! hella yeah baby!!! we are finally seniors. . . sad but true!! and so excited!!! To kick off this lovely summer, my mom left, and me, i'm havin some parties!!!! Last night was crazy, so many people were here. some i didn't know, some that were definetly disrespectful. BUt most were my homies. haha the tight friends, ellie, ( Read more... )