So... I try to go to sleep, but I feel so depressed... I get up and get on the computer to just mope and listen to my one song. Then I get the idea to make a CD, with only the song on it to put on my stereo... One CD refuses to burn, audio or data... Second CD burns, but when I try to play it... it plays 4s of the song before crackling and fading ( Read more... )

Bleh... I figured out why Ive been so mopey these past few days, weeks actually... Just figured it out reading other peoples journals... I could sense it, didn't remember it but I could sense it. FA: United happened this weekend. Why is this a big deal besides the fact I get all mopey when a con goes on because I cant make it to one... ever! ( Read more... )

Well poo... this week was crappy for some reason. I couldnt draw to save my life... *Sigh* and I had some nice requests too that I really really wanted to draw, but I just felt soooo tired for some reason... Im supposed to be off today, thats why Im up late, hopefully work wont call me wanting me to come in... have to give em the "Ive been drinking ( Read more... )

Found something interesting, seems Dreamworks has bought the rights to a children's book to make a movie out of it. Guess the title? How to Train Your Dragon :3 http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0892769/

Has it really been 2 years since I last updated this god forsaken, or should i say Conn forsaken, journal >.> Happened to think about with FA down and no way to keep friends up to date, as well as some friends that dont watch or even read my journals on FA so.... Lets do away with that fugly emo post from 2 years ago and alleviate some goodness ( Read more... )

Update:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/61967/

......i dont even know where to begin now... friday, i was let go from my job, no biggie... i didnt care for the place... today... mother was fired... she came home in tears... now... we found out the my great grandmother had a seizure... like my mom told me... "this is when people commit suicide" just dont worry

Well we found out why my great grandmother was so looney the other. The fucking doctors never even dressed he head wound >< Fucking idiots!! It may not have been enough for stitches but its still a fucking open wound! They didnt put meds on it nothing! She has a shunt in her head to help keep her from being so loopy, and apparently she fell right ( Read more... )

Well, again went to see my grandmother and well, she's not doing better at all now. Its not physical problems, its mental. She was doing great until tonight. She was completely lost. My mother would say hello to her and my great grandmother thought she had just gotten there. When we left I gave her a kiss and she asked when I had gotten there, and ( Read more... )

Yesterday, after a fun day with my great grandmother, grandmother, and mother, something terrible happened. While getting back from grocery shopping, switching food from my grandmother's van to my mother's car... my great grandmother fell off the porch backward and cracked her head open. We took her to the emergency room and they set her up. She's ( Read more... )