What inane topics can I fill your head with today? I watched "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest" last night, and I will say that I'm impressed. I wasn't sure for along time what I thought of Ken Kesey, having only read his semi-biography by Tom Wolfe, and talking myself out of LSD for the last year. I really respect that man though; I have no idea ( Read more... )

Scintillate and tintillate. I don't think that's a word.

What would death be like? Is it like the people next door banging the wall with the bed as they fake the next part of the day? I've seen it all, and there's not much more to say anymore, I'm glad people think they're happy, go on it's cool one day I will be too. There's nothing left to do it seems, I don't really want them to change anymore, I want ( Read more... )

Woooo one admission decision down. I got rejected from Middlebury. Not that I'm surprised at all, I never expected to get in. I'm starting to realize that I've never really given enough of a shit about school to really make sure I could go to the college I wanted to. I don't think I ever will either, I just don't ever believe in sacrificing my life ( Read more... )

I don't know what to type, i'm so bored. I really wish I could figure whether Meg liked me or not. Yes, that would be a wonderful weight off my shoulders. God I want to have sex desparately. I'm so pathetic. And lonely. I think the other problem is I have nothing that really drives me besides sex, some type of entertainment, or lsd. I really need ( Read more... )

Girls rock. Sometimes.

I have to fill out two college apps. before I go home because I'm never going to do them during mardi gras week. Goddamnit why didn't I just go to BU last year? It's funny how it's really difficult to start doing something like a college app., but once you start it really isn't that bad. I havn't posted anything in a while cause I feel like a ( Read more... )

Ya know what's bullshit, is the silly fucking process people go through to have casual sex and relationships that amount to nothing more than being fuck buddies. Why do we place this goddamn game when what the majority of people want is to get fucked/fuck? Are we that afraid of admiting that desire? Has society driven us into a corner with the only ( Read more... )

Not only does the ethernet port in my room no longer work, but now my wireless doesn't work either. If I want to use the internet I have to bring my computer to the library, which is a pain in the ass for just dithering on the internet. I really wish I had brought my camera to school. I was worried it might get damaged with my roommate always ( Read more... )

I don't really even know what I have to say. I'm mostly trying to stave off my boredom by writing. What have I done recently? I saw an exhibit on hallucinogenic drugs at the museum of contemporary art last week. There was a fountain that spouted LSD instead of water. I was tempted to reach over and snag a few drops, but I didn't. Wow, uh I've ( Read more... )