Well today is a day of horrors. First I find out that Ricky has been cheating on me. Yay. Go me. But then something much much worse happened. God took the life of an important person today. Chris. Jess' fiance. I feel horrible. I cannot believe the world works in such a way. A man was taken away from this lift. I feel..so insignificant. Life is ( Read more... )

So basically right now I'm waiting for Tommy to call me back. He had to uh..take care of business! LOL If you know what I mean. =P. We got each other really worked up on the phone..and well..I still need to take care of business but it can wait. Maybe I wont do it until I have sex with him...cuz then I'll realllly be needing it, right?  =P ( Read more... )

     So today I went to NCC at lunch and I met with Orlando to do my damn thing. It was alright. I need to make an appointment with someone to see what I really want to do with my life, I'm still not sure =[. But I'm sure that I'll figure it out eventually? So apparently I need to go to the USB or what ever the fuck it's call department and see ( Read more... )

     Well apparently it's going to become fast tradition to write in here multiple times a day. Basically I'm really really fucking angry. I just found out that I can't have insurance until August. WHAT THE FUCK. Not fucking cool. What if something happens to me? C'mon now. This is fucking bullshit. I hate this so much. I hate my job, I swear. I ( Read more... )

     Okay so basically I'm really angry and i don't wanna work where I work anymore it's really freaking annoying how I always have to clean up everything that needs to be cleaned up. No, I can't learn how to become a real technician because it's way more important to clean out behind the freaking washer and dryer. I don't think that I'll ever ( Read more... )

     Lucky you whoever, if anyone, is reading this. You get to read two new recent journal entries in one night. Yay. I can't sleep. This sucks. I had the woooorst night sleep. Well not the worst, I suppose because I dreamt about Tommy. Lol. But bad because my brother woke me up because he's a noisy asshole and I just haven't been able to stay ( Read more... )

    Well it certainly has been a while since I updated. A couple of years Lol. Although I'm sure that I have another one of these things floating around somewhere. I just don't know the name of it. :oP. Lol Man I miss those little smiley things, the :o) I'm so used to doing these =) or =]. LOL But that's besides the point. Lets see, updating..Hm.. ( Read more... )

La. Bored. Not much to say. Just Bored. Fucking a.

tonight was cooool. i went up to milford and hung out w/bruce..yeah. we didnt do much..we went to the mall and i got stuff. :o) i got a new hooooodie. yaaay. we went to old navy and i got shirts..yaaaaay. but yeah.. we went back to his house and just hung around. Then we picked up prokop..and then yeah then i went home and almost died. EEK!. lol ( Read more... )

Yup, just got home from Bruce's house. :o) we watched a movie and just hung out..yeah...we're odd. but thats us! god i love that boy :o) he makes me happy. loluhh yeah. i cant really sleep right now but anyways...hhmm i think ill go read! yes! ill read! :o) peace out ni66a. LOL