i cant stand grandparents

HAPPY ONE FUCKING MONTH TO ME

haha erica told caitlin that at bury your dead shes going to get me in a pit and beat me up. HAHAH yah ok. ill fucking kill her. im more excited than ever now. wtf that bitch has to start shit all over again. i guess ill just have to finish with her.

so im going to write about stuff that i havent written about before. im seriously completely over the x. im so glad. i have enough things to think about at night. my new obsession is underOATH and i fucking hate that i didnt pay more attention when i went to their show. UGHHHHHHHH. i guess its cool that i still got a picture. i went to great escape ( Read more... )

this is alittle late but...

IM A C CUP NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

ok. do you think its wrong to have your friend talk to your x boyfriend that your trying to get over? not like just talk. but like be flirty and stuff and every other word she says online to him is <3

tell me what you think so i know that im not the only one

last nite to this morning. i had a really fucked up dream. i had a dream that i was in like an orphanage and the place was in a fucking mini mall. and there were windows everywhere do the people could see you and there was always this big black man guarding the door. and i shared a room with this guy who was nice but not that super cute. and we ( Read more... )

it just sucks because, all i want to do is be friends with him.
and i cant.

so its about 9:30. around there. and im hating everything. i hate the fact that brian is such a fucking asshole and has to make me feel bad all the time. like he talks to the prettyest girls on myspace and is so nice to them and im like yah i guess i wasnt good enough? and i hate when guys lie to me and just try and be nice. because i hate fake ( Read more... )

wow. i havent written in a long time.since april. theres a lot of stuff that i need to say. i had a boyfriend. his name was brian. he dumped me. i really dont care that much because there really wasnt anything there. and i just think we'd be awesome friends. but since we broke up we only talk online and he just told me that his sister is taking the ( Read more... )

today jordan asked me out and idk if he was kidding...