shit is so old...anyways ( Read more... )

i must say it has been quite a whie since ive looked at livejournal. let me update my life just a little for you ( Read more... )

what do ya know.....

he dumped me.

pathetic.

i loved him. as did he.
so why the break up?

i have no idea...

hope im not preggers!

im caught in between....

THIS FKN SUCKS HUGE COCK.

so another room mate again? lol

i guess so... we'll see.

gotta talk to the others.

i got a new piercing. awesome huh?

i was fiending for one... so i got it done.

now im fiending for a tat... and im supposed to get one this weekend=]


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and everyone is going to say im lying and im just trying to hide it.

but guess what.

im OVER him

for good.

he came over to my house.

he held me.... and hugged me....

and nothing!

and thats what i mean...NOTHING HAPPENED.

i didnt feel ANY connection to him anymore.

he asked me out and i couldnt give him an answer.

he's giving me two weeks for me to come to ( Read more... )

im utterly confused right now.......

im trippin out man...

it really sucks.

wee wee asked me back...=/

i said no though....

only because angel still wanted to get married..ha.....

besides that...angel hasnt talked to me much.........
says hes been working and sleeping.....have to believe it though...i mean he IS a marine.....

i dont like it though cuz it ( Read more... )

so i just realized... what i wrote in my last post....

i thought this ONE particular guy would never come back....

but.......HE DID.

with a vengeance...not bad though..........

he still wants to.......get married.....
he wants to seal the deal.
wants to propose...
sooon.....

hes had the ring since we were going out before but never knew when or how to do ( Read more... )

then you will realize that i put "once you get to know me you'll keep coming back and bugging for more."

i always knew that statement was somewhat true, but then i just realized it REALLY is true....

no doubt about it.

there's just one person that i wish would actually STOP coming back to me.

i love him...but i would do so much better off without him ( Read more... )