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Anyone still here?
Does anyone still read here?
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Taking on the world's problems
There was a time I used to just be able to just not take on other people's stuff as my own. With everything feeling so out of control in the past year - I find myself struggling with control and starting to assert control where I have no business trying to assert control. Other people's crap is not my place ( Read more... ) -
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So this year so far has involved fighting with cancer, fighting with a severe ankle injury, and just now as the ankle is healing the king douche ex is now asking for a fight ( Read more... ) -
Time Heals...
So there's the saying Time heals all wounds. That sayings a load of crap. Some wounds are so deep that even time cannot heal them. I think we say that time heals all wounds to make ourselves feel better for the wounds we inflicted on someone else in the course of our lives. Time can dull the pain... time can make you forget... time can even make a ( Read more... ) -
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Teenagers SUCK. Thats all. Selfish ungrateful little shits ( Read more... ) -
Relax?
I have forgotten how to relax. With the stuff with Sharon... and the stuff with David.. and work getting busier and busier and more new stuff being added. My anxiety levels are thru the roof. Its like I am always walking on eggshells in my house. I never can relax and can just let myself be. I am supposed to go on a cruise 2 weeks from today. I ( Read more... ) -
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Today I met up with 2 of the 3 people that I hung out with when I was going to school. We were in quite a few classes at Walsh and it was so much fun to see at least 2 of the 3 ( Read more... ) -
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You know how it feels when you run into 'the' ex completely out of the blue... Anxious and kinda awkward like you wanna know what's been going on but you do t really want to know because you are still hurt from how it ended...
That's how it felt when I ran into someone I worked with at Arbor... Someone who was my friend and then disappeared...
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So I think that my shingles are coming back.. Last night I had a dream that I got bit by a snake on my hip. Today it feels verty weird and hurts in the same spot which isbright where my shingles were the last time. This cant be good...Last time is was a result of crazy stress... and here we go again ( Read more... )