do everything for yourself. in the fall it will be only me who has to live with what has been done. i need to stop going to other people for approval of the things i do. they only end up messing things up ( Read more... )

alright [insert her name here]. is it too much to fucking ask for you to keep your word. your flakeyness is so last summer. i mean actually. you cant call people, see what they are doing, and then ditch them when they arent doing anything exciting. you also cant say "ok you call me if you find something and ill call you if i find something to do" ( Read more... )

even with his tobacco laced breath, hes still the best kisser.

so currently the boy i like is asking me what he should get the girl he likes for valentines day. i should be sad but i actually find it kind of hilarious.

i hate boyys
i hate boyys
traa laa laa
boys suck
their lack of thought process sucks
if they were a baked good they would be the icky kind that EVERYONE HATES
or the kind that you think you like till you eat too many then feel sick and want to die
i hate boys
i hate exams too
BUT I MOSTLY HATE BOYS
UUUUUGGGHHHHHHH

so i was swept off my feet last night...
...like literally, swept.
he layed eyes on me, came over, started talking, picked me up, and carried me away yelling "ok, i got what i came for, see you guys tomorrow"
we hit it off
made the other people in the room a little uncomfortable
boys = temorary high with a really bad hangover.

he found me.

"and if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it ok

because we all need a little help sometimes...

someone to help us hear the music in the world.

to remind us that it wont always be this way.

that someone is out there, and that someone will find you. "

this has been an interesting week. where to start, boys or horses?
horses!
so beegee is lame. he has an evicular in his right fore and it SUCKS because lauren doesnt want to pay for the injections, in hopes it will just get better.w hich is fine, i kinda uderstand that, but its not fair to me and its not fair to beeg, to expect us to show, let alone ( Read more... )

it is days like this which make me glad i am out of school ( Read more... )