i have never been so dependent on one person in my entire life. for happiness, for friendship, for love, for living. the more i think about how attached i am the more i want to make myself detach but is that really what i want?

resurrecting this shit. life could not get any better lately ( Read more... )

ever since school started my life feels like chaos. school, work, basketball, weight lifting, homework, essays every other day. these AP classes better make me look fucking fantastic when college comes around. 4 days off this weekend which is great minus the fact that 2 of the days i'll be working. this weekend me and mark are supposed to be going ( Read more... )

last night was such a good time. gregs block party. me and mark seem to always argue over the dumbest shit but whatever, everything is behind us now. today is our yr and 11 months. time fuckin flyss.

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besides my dog throwing up in my room, a rash apearing from nowhere, & a day from hell at work..life is good. i lost 3lbs, my mom is FINALLY quitting smoking, and tomorrow i'll be in florida.

so things have been going pretty well. school is finally over, hurray for summer! i have 2 AP assignments over the summer which are going to kill me. i dyed my hair back to blonde & cut it short again! i'll be working three days a week now that it's summer. hopefully i can control myself and actually save a little money. i need to get myself ( Read more... )

shit is so up and down lately, i can't take it for much longer.

not to be a negative nancy but.. my job is seriously killin me. mad drama and snitching. everyone needs to grow up and mind their own fucking business. this goes for everyone and everything. people seem to be playin victim lately, ive been carin less and less. i dont need nobody elses problems. school needs to just be overwith. so boring seriously ( Read more... )

blahblahblah drama drama drama. school needs to be done and over with. people need to let me and mark live.

its march already! well school is good, my grades could be better. i have a 6 page paper due friday which sucks dick. me and mark are great. school keeps ruining our plans. we will be together a year and 5 months the 9th, which is the day after my birthday :) my mom got me a new camera and is getting me the chi ive been wanting. lately i have this ( Read more... )