i'm so sorry. i'm so fucking sorry.

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99.9 percent of the time I don't think any of this is worth it.

the only thing worse than realizing that you don't care about someone you thought you loved is realizing that you don't care about anything at all.

I need to reevaluate.

Can't sit up straight without pain.
FML.

I wish there was someone I could talk this over with but if the words come out of my mouth it means that it's true and i'm not sure i'm ready to deal yet.

Clock is ticking.

Well, class starts again on Monday, I'll hopefully be starting an internship at the Orlando Museum of Art shortly thereafter. Moving back to NYC in late December, feeling under-prepared. Nonetheless though, i'm excited. Trying to get my life in order, knowing theres something bigger out there than the 9-5 life my parents have subscribed to. Also ( Read more... )

Forgot to mention the best part, STILL clean. How'da like that?!?!

Things are moving along slowly but surely, still on track for moving back to brooklyn in January. Excited about that, also pretty nervous but who wouldn't be, I guess. Surrounding myself with more positive and supportive people, which seems to help with keeping ME positive. Planning on going to best friends day this year, which should be super fun ( Read more... )