Keep eyes open
Shower - don't drown
Go to school - don't fail
Get that album - listen fully
Shop groceries - no really.
Go home - don't stray
Go away - don't complete

Sleeping it all away. Sleeping to spend hours, hours that bite and gnaw and torture. Can't stand thinking. I need to be tranquilized, need to have something in my blood to keep a distance. Need to be able to fight back at the pain - or turn my back at it. Goodbye, farewell, I'm not afraid of you. I just don't want you. You entrench my soul and my ( Read more... )

I'm going to hurt you all just to see you react or not. I write to know you read, or don't. I will sing to see if you hear. I sell myself so maybe you will buy me. I consider the dance floor to make you my partner. I cry for you to dry my eyes. I cut so you will lick. I don't so you will do. I go gray for you to paint. I die so you will care. I ( Read more... )

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Terrible terrible. Didn't miss tonight. Think I made a hole.

Cuddling myself. Keeping me warm. Only allowed to use my arms and legs though. Otherwise it would be fake. Those are the rules. I've worn bare arms before.. To display everything ( Read more... )

I missed.

Tried to watch a movie to fall asleep. Can't focus. Kiss me.

Thanks for the clarity. I'm growing ever more stubborn I suppose. I've repressed my feeling of superiority. Mine, and the one I have shared for others, many others. But few compared to he inhabitors of this country, or this world. We are few, and we all realize that it is in vain ( Read more... )

I bought a lot of silly stuff that I don't need today, because I thought it was embarrasing to only buy a scissor in a supermarket.