well i changed my life ( Read more... )

i hate that he's out doing tons of drugs and drinking and smoking. i hate thinking about him being fucked up. I hate that he lies to me and goes through my stuff. I dont think i want to be with someone like that anymore. I think I want to be single... but ive never not been in a relationship.

what happened to me.

so ive been so tired and stressed lately. but even when i go to party, it isnt as fun as id hoped ( Read more... )

so week 1 at fullerton is over. only 15 more weeks to go! classes dont seem too hard, just lots of reading and homework. i think i'll survive. and hopefully ill get my BA by next year then ( Read more... )

i really really hate that he smokes. i just dont wanna deal with it anymore. ugh over him

so interesting story ( Read more... )

i feel like im teetering at the top of a mountain. if i fall one way, everything can be awesome, but if i fall the other way, everything will suck. Im starting to get stressed out ( Read more... )

I feel like there is no time left. I go to work at 9 every morning. leave hopefully by 630 to rush to class at 7, which gets out at 10. Then either back to work to close til midnite, or out somewhere for somethin. i feel so drained and i dont have a minute to just relax ( Read more... )

haha glad im just all talk.. i appreciate him more i think.

i should stop inadvertantly messing with peoples heads

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so life just moves too fast. overall, eveything has been good ( Read more... )