It is amusing how badly people change their actions so as to not appear predictable, but in doing so are entirely predictable. How the sayings and expressions reveal so much from so little simply because of the repetition of the event. I either undertand too much or way too little, I am inclined to think the latter.

But I am comfortable with that!

Laughing with the repetition of life. laughing with how i used to think about how it would go. Laughing at seeing the same thing and it having a very very different effect.
I want to eat it all and share it all even if it drives everything out and away!

It has been a bit again ( Read more... )

7 Too many trains of thought ( Read more... )

I have made a mistake... better put, a bad decision.  And could have stopped it, i had the chance. I take full responsibility.  Anyway, there was a good chance i could have ignored it, gotten off with no ill effects, and most of the advice told me to do this. But instead, i came completely clean. I laid it all out to all involved parties despite ( Read more... )

I keep forgetting to listen to music while im working, and then when i put something on, it feels like i was dead before, and my minds starts functioning again.

New years eve. feeling kind of unsettled. stomach doesnt sit right, i decide to stay at home, probably would have if i didn't feel ill. Uneventful new years passing.  Stomach churns a littl emore at about 12:30. aside from 2 beers much earlier in the night, i am drinking water.ours ( Read more... )

Most specific,
and terrifying
shockwave.

underestimate
never estimate
who could really know

Kaboom!
is the sound we make.
HeartFailure.
the funny thing is this time i know and it makes the whole thing a new beast.