Wow. So this has been a huge thinking day for me. Kind of. When I'm at home it's like I can't stop thinking. I went out with Laura today. We had tons of fun! She wanted to go into Claire's so we did. There was this really cute chick there that looked like a total lesbian! I was excited! But that excitement faded pretty fast after Laura mentioned ( Read more... )

So I just got done reading Amy's journal. I feel like I'm over stepping some boundries with reading it but a lot of the stuff is good to know.

I don't know if she reads this anymore but now I  need to get a few things off of my chest:...

I've been reading your journal for a while now and as many horrible things you've said about me (and even as I ( Read more... )

Damn, long time- no write. Not too much has been going on actually. I've come to terms with Jess..I haven't talked to her in a long time. As far as I know we're still together but I'm not sure yet. She's super-busy with work and what-not. I think the timing is off though....way off. lol. There's a lot of pressure that comes along with this ( Read more... )

I don't understand how it's okay when Jess has little hissy fits because she never gets to talk to me anymore. But I can't have them cuz I'm "not being fair" mmhmm sure. She's constantly working OR sleeping. Last night she was reading and I was on the phone with her- everything was fine. Then her mom calls and she told me she'd call me back. she ( Read more... )

Hmm, so yesterday was father's day. That never is a good day for me. But Gary had a good day so I guess that's all that matters. *shrugs*  I have to do this summer school thing cuz my alg. teacher majorly fucked me over!!  grr to her! oh well. I just need to get it done. And this college thing is totally stressing me out! I want to go out of state ( Read more... )

I'm really bored so i stole this from jana's journal! hehe

Three Things I'm wearing
1. Jess's necklace
2. my "boy shorts"
3. a shirt i got in hawaii that has surf boards on it

Three Things Currently On My Desk
1. My cell phone
2. Stuff about different colleges
3. a pen

Three Things I Want to Do Before I Die
1. Experience love in it's truest ( Read more... )

okay so Hawaii rocks my face off!! i love it there! I would NEVER be able to live on an island though...not enough to do. so here's what i did all week..

Last Saturday: We get there at about 3 or 4pm and unpack and all that fun stuff. We go to dinner then go to the front desk and book a few things to do. And went to bed at like 11pm cuz Hawaii time ( Read more... )

Hawaii was so AWESOME!!! Ahhh!! I went parasailing and shit. fun stuff. I wish somebody else coulda came with me or something like that just cuz I got SO tired of my family and what-not. But more on Hawaii later..i got other shit to talk about.

I miss Amy. Not really HER but everything that we used to do. We had SO much fun! She's 2-faced now ( Read more... )

Woohoo! Tomorrow  I'm leaving for Hawaii!! Woot Woot! I have to get up SUPER early tomorrow too! At like 5:30. Then I gotta be at my g-rents house by like 7:30 and the limo is picking us all up by 8 or something. Then it's off to the airport. Hectic I'll tell ya! I'm all packed and ready to go though. I can't wait to spend a whole week on the ( Read more... )

I think my mom and I are better. We talked about stuff so I finally got out of her why she's been all fucked up and weird lately. She's alright now. Rascal Flatts concert is tonight and I'm SO excited! They're not even the main act! And Uncle Kracker is kick ass too! Kenny Chesney doens't do a lot for me though. eh, oh well. Then I need to get ( Read more... )