I'm afraid to say that ( Read more... )

Thank God it's Christmas Break.
Christmas was good, I got a new digital camera..well, I'm going to get one soon. Which will make me feel happy. <3

Ehh.

I love Emery..

And, I'm stressed out. And I wanna do damange to myself..once again. I'm hopeless.

I'm so fucking stressed out. I HAVE to pass my exam for P.E(who the hell has an exam for that?!) But..if I don't I'll fail. Which sucks. So today I have to study for two exams..which really sucks. I'm soo..ahh. I just wanna die. =/

Hmm. I'm feeling bad now ( Read more... )

Alright ( Read more... )

Hmm.

God I need you Cheyne. I wish you knew just how much...<33

I'm shopping at BleedingStarClothing.com
I'll post tomorrow if I can.

Didn't go to the mall.

Instead I got my Ipod and stereo taken away..got yelled at all day long. But I finished my paper..I have to present one tomorrow morning, I can't do it. I know I can't.. =[

Life is pretty much hell right now. I wish Cheyne would call me..I know he doesn't want to..but I need it.

[sigh] I'm going to the mall soon. Christmas shopping, oh yay. Atleast I'm eating lunch there. I'm going to try to find something for Cheyne..he deserves something on Christmas ( Read more... )

Just got back from Wal-Mart. Andrew bought me an early Christmas present. Just happens to be Underoath's "They're Only Chasing Safety". I'm in love with it.

But..I still feel fucking worthless. So, nothing really changed except I have music to go with my mood.