this theatre production has been AMAZING. wow. i've never done anything with theatres and this is really cool. i have so many solos and everyone says that i rock at them so i guess i'll take it as a compliment! lol. i can watch the play too, from where i'm sitting in the pit. i can see the front stage and thats about it but still its something! our ( Read more... )

i give up on boys forever. they start to make you feel special,right? and telling you you're beautiful and how they just want to be with you? and then right when you start to like them and want to tell them, they back off and don't talk to you and have no time to hang out and crap like that. and i feel like i cant say how i feel about all of this ( Read more... )

i love fall.
i want to rake the leaves up and play in the big piles of them like old times.

i feel kind of sad right now, just like an empty, afar-off sadness...i don't know why. like i need something but it's not there for me.
i just feel like something is missing...

so i realized how stupid and pointless school dances are. they are terrible, especially if all of your friends have dates, and you're the only one just standing there like an idiot.

i have something to say, but i don't want to say it, for fear of losing a friend. i can't help it; i feel soo bad. you don't even know. maybe it will pass...

dang i never update anymore. frikin myspace is taking over my life. rar. well, not much is goin on. i had registration today, got my schedual today. frikin easiest schedual of my life. at least i'll be able to have somewhat of a life other than school now. um...so i got vouchers to the BB King Concert on Sept 1 and im contemplating whether or not ( Read more... )

ugh i feel frikin sick.
i need a smirinoff...

1. watching the sunset
2. hearing your favorite song
3. getting new clothes
4. taking a hot shower
5. laughing until it hurts
6. breaking peoples hearts
7. listening to rap
8. listening to country
9. watching the simpsons
10. watching pimp my ride
11. making fun of people
12. getting your siblings in trouble
13. standing up for people  
14. seeing ( Read more... )

i got a sweet new turntable today. :D

im jammin to my awesome beatles and simon and garfunkel lps i got in maine. :)

i think he's avoiding me. i don't know why. there's no reason to.

maybe i'm just paranoid.