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Time
It's been years since I've been on here. I've graduated highschool, now college. I have a new boyfriend. Everythings coming together and then not. I'm not sure what I believe anymore. I know I am way better than I was before all of these entries, but I still wonder about a lot of things that I did when I was younger. I think sometimes I still feel ( Read more... ) -
<3 Reminiscing
It is truly odd to re-read these entries so many months later and still be able to connect with all of these entries. I can't believe I actually remembered writing all of these things.
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I want someone to cut me, hurt me because I truly don't feel anything but for a few minutes anymore ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I didn't have any friends and just focused on my school work, constantly. I am pretty sure I would be a lot smarter. I was just thinking about things. I really wish I did more than what I do. I wish I read more, faster, and picked up on things quicker. I don't know ( Read more... ) -
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I wanted to kiss him tonight, be close to him. Have him there next to me. Have him hold me. None of these things actually happened. Latley our relationship has been distant. I wonder if it's because we are realizing maybe we shouldn't be together. Maybe he has stopped regretting his past. The future is looking so vague latley, that all I want is to ( Read more... ) -
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Coins...
I was wondering why people placed coins over eyes of the dead. This just seems logical ( Read more... ) -
It's been a while...
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It's love when you can sing in the car at the top of your lungs.
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Today was pretty good. I did all my homework already. Even though it's pretty late. Tomorrow is finally Friday! Yay! I went to this University of Tampa orientation today, and they basically asked me, well everybody, to turn in their application by Nov. 15th. It's crazy. I still have to take the SAT's and the ACT's before that! It's crazy. I don't ( Read more... )