I've realized today ( Read more... )

Eh... Life's been... busy.
School's started.
I have homework almost every night.
I'm sick. I have this annoying head cold. I hate those.
I feel like somethings missing....

I miss living ( Read more... )

What I've noticed latley is that I only dress nicely and feel good on certain days. Today I wanted to wear makeup, that's when I know I feel pretty (that day). Weird isn't it? Maybe just to me ( Read more... )

I want to be taken out back and shot.
There's no reason left to live.

I love him.

I hate when boys lie. They supposed don't mean to, but they always do ( Read more... )

I hate when boys act like their body parts.

Last night I had a dream. It was really messed up. Sometimes my dreams just scare the shit out of me so much because I take them all so seriously and as ill omens. I had a dream last night that my parents died. And me and my little brother and sister were sent away to evil relatives. Stupid I know, but it was so realistic. We were treated horribly ( Read more... )

I feel like everything I am doing is wrong. Latley things have been so vague. I am so stupid latley. I literally got into the car to drive the other day and thought which one's the break. I felt like everything was in Japanese writing and such. Then I go to my friends house and I forgot which number apartment she was. I feel stupid, like I'm losing ( Read more... )

Today went better then what I had thought.
That's good.
He came over today and made it all better.
I love his kisses and his hugs just make me want to melt.

I love you.