My restless heart has finally settled down.I know you see through me, even if you don't realize. There is so much goodness in our combination. You deal w/ my randomness, even though I think you like it... I deal w/ your issues w/ your issues! :D You make me want to love myself more. I've never felt so close to someone, even though it scares me to ( Read more... )

You know I have a tortured soul,
and that is why you love me so.
Not because we are different,
but suprisingly the same.

It's my fault, it's always my fault.
Just blame me, I'm used to it.
I'm at society's front door,
not knocking, but laying under everyone's feet.

Why do you make me cry?

So I have the house to myself till Monday... which is a good thing, but at the same time, I'm all alone. :( I work everyday so it won't be too bad, because I won't be here... :) I did have one day this week at FL, which would have been cool, because I could've thrown a party or something, but one of the girls quit, and I had to take her shifts, ( Read more... )

I am kinda mad... I got stood up for spending time w/ someone close to me... Although it wasn't concrete, it should have been... They could've at least called... I am a little dissapointed, and I'm not afraid to say it... It was a big let down. :(

I spent all day sleeping... Granted I didn't go to bed till 5 this morn. I went to work at 7, and it was casual day today *at a cost of $2*. I wore a side ponytail, some eye makeup and lipstick, large hoop earrings, some jeans, and a shirt that says "I make boys cry", and I have to say, I looked pretty damn hot! ;) Everyone laughed at the side ( Read more... )

I worked out today, which should be written in lights on a 40 foot screen... This doesn't happen often my friends... i don't like diets, so I don't do them, but it's getting a little out of control... and the mirrors in the gym make me look fatter! So I don't feel like I made much progress... matter of fact, I think I gained 10 pounds walking in ( Read more... )

I'm stuck at a standstill in my thoughts... I don't know what to do... I'm scared to move forward, but too curious to stay behind... I don't want to hand my heart over just yet... I don't want to be second... But I love you so much... what do I do?

I won’t talk ( Read more... )

I want to be your love ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas Everyone!