Okay... I know it's a Thursday night, but I really wanted to go do something tonite... I don't have to work tomorrow, and I wanted to go out w/ my friends, and have fun... Instead, everyone is busy or not home... Nobody wants to play w/ me!!! I am all dressed up w/ nowhere to go... no really.... I look pretty damn good! Le Sigh!

Sometimes I like to sit by myself and think... Not listening to music, or TV, just in the quiet dark. Most of the time I do this when I go to bed.... which explains my lack of sleep sometimes. Sometimes I think that I might want to get a paper journal, to keep to myself... but then I don't give a crap what other people think anyways, so I write ( Read more... )

So I am at Justin's house right now, housesitting. One of his soldiers died, and he has to go to the memorial/funeral. He asked me to wait for the Time Warner guy, so I said okay. He's giving me a tv for my bedroom in exchange! LOL! WooHoo ( Read more... )

So I got back from the beach yesterday about 12 o clock. I had a really good time, and I really needed a vacation. Lots of sun = lots of burn. I had a blast w/ my cousins and my sisters. Friday night, I went out to the club, and didn't get home until 6 the next morning! What a night. During this time by myself, I have had to think about myself and ( Read more... )

Wrapped neatly in satin
tied with a bow
ever so careful
that nothing will show.

So very much effort
put into the look
no one will notice
the feelings mistook.

Someday someone
will open the gift
and all there will be
is all that is left.

My computer is utterly unbearable! It has almost completely quit doing anything. It is so slow, it will start to do something, and not finish because it forgot what it was doing! I even tried removing programs to see if it would start working correctly, and the more I remove, the slower it gets! I will have to ask Kim when she gets back home if I ( Read more... )

I am sick again! This is the 3rd time! I hate being sick... I'm going to bed. :(

This week I don't have to be the detailer's bitch! YAY! My superior is on vacation, so I don't have her to answer to, and I get to be my own boss. Usually my job entails doing what she doesn't want to do. It's not so bad with the $2 pay raise. I work from 8-5 all week, and hopefully will get enough done so that it doesn't look like I was slacking ( Read more... )

Friday, got sent home from work @ about 6, for annoying the boss. Called Justin to see what he was doing, he was sleeping. Decided **very late** that me and my sis wanted to go see a movie. Her bf didn't want to go, so we stayed home. Justin calls about 10, brings the movie Eurotrip over, and we all watch it. It's pretty good. Sleep ( Read more... )

Why do I even do these these quizzes?


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