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oy boy, obertoy.
today had to have been the most awkward day in quite some time.
singing a solo in choir, where nobody clapped afterward.
senior dance.
oh god, two seperate events, but my stomach is churning.
jesus. -
lay, lady, lay.
my day... let's see ( Read more... ) -
senior seminar
so, senior seminar is one of the most pointless classes ever created, especially to those who are motvated and do know what they are doing with their life. so, i'm stuck. but it's my last day. yay...
but i'm just angry. with the class. and with college.
i just want the auditions to be over with, so i can stop worrying.
bleeh. -
Writer's Block: Words that you love and hate
What are your favorite and least favorite words? Any reasons why?
honestly, my favorite word is ejaculation. it has the ejac, which is stipulating to the toungue. ulation sounds just fun to say everyday.
least favorite... probably cheese. too many e's. -
rehab?
i wonder if i'll ever have to go... hmmm ( Read more... ) -
yarhg
so, i don't write anymore. i've forgotten about words and why i use them. i had a pretty shitty weekend. friday i hung out with friends. erik was locked out of his house, and suddenly, it was my problem. i honestly did not want to deal with it. i drove away, bitchy, i know, but i just drove off. saturday, everything was my fault. props to my mom on ( Read more... ) -
carry on my way ward son.
i'm done. i'm not going to ignore it, but i'm not going to deal with him. fuck him. fuck. i'm done with him. completely. i don't want to be friends anymore. i don't want him in my life.
i don't hate him.
i'm just
frustrated.
fuck.
"il etait, avec son chien."
there'll be peace when you are done. -
opium
so, i have this friend who pretends to be a black gangster. i don't know why, he just feels inclined to be so. he's also one of those persons who just doesn't understand tact, as he will continually interrupt conversations, threaten people for fun, and beat the living crap out of people. (you know, like most wiggers.) one day, he comes up to me and ( Read more... ) -
i just don't know what to do...
sometimes i think i'm just fucking with my life. i don't know what to do anymore. god bless the dadaists, giving me reason to continue with my "fuck you, little black shoe" attitude. tonight was just fucking awkward...
maybe i should have stayed down the righteous path of the mormon husband...
god, fuck everything. i hate regret.
fuck.