im through with everything that is related to the past few months. im done, i tell you. i want nothing to do with it. i don't care. there is enough heartache and pain i don't want anymore of it. i try to do something that is nice yet it is not appreciated. im laughed at or teased. and it's not flippant or bad advice either. but evidently, im not ( Read more... )

life is a pain in my ass...just when i think it is getting better, i think god thinks it's funny to throw curveballs at me. im at work waiting for the spot deal to come in ( Read more... )

yeah...im not a very happy catherine right now....prolly not for obvious reasons....and those i cannot state here....but it's just infuriating....am i just different that i can realize certain things and others can't? im happy with the way i am....don't try and change me...i have a strong personality...in the immortal words of the american ( Read more... )

yeah.....only two more weeks of school yay!! i have a research paper due thursday that im struggling to get it to the minimum page requirement. i freakin' hate this teacher, "very narrow thesis" god, it's a major pain in my ass. i don't write large papers about little tiny topics. and i need two more freakin' pages...and it royally sucks.... ( Read more... )

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I feel so drained and tired right now it's not even funny. I was feeling ok, still tired, but when I was at Ken's I just got so drained. I don't know if it's the fact that it holds memories and the repression of them, but it was odd because I've just been trying to be like, "it's an experience, everyone goes through it, think of the good times" ( Read more... )

Happy Easter...

and wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

well life is certainly interesting. im not sure if i like it, but ill live with it. though one of the things that i want to do right now is meet interesting (im really stressing the interesting...with many interests! and some of the same as mine especially the horses and the music....) it's really depressing that im the one who has to keep the ( Read more... )

I start my new job officially tomorrow. I am essentially an Office Clerk. Which they said, means I will be a jack-of-all trades. My speciality. hehe. I'm rather excited ( Read more... )

it is time to celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!! break out the the drinks!!!!!!!!!!!I got hired!!!!I start tomorrow at Huvaere's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so freakin' ecstatic right now!!!! boo yah!!!! if i wasn't in a public library right now, I'd be doin' cartwheels. if you could see the mental image i have for myself its crazy.....:-D. but this is sooo coool. im ( Read more... )