yeah so todays turned out pretty darn icky so far....as usual...this is how they all go right, i remember crying last year too, to everyones dismay. but yah not going with mom cause shes mad cause i cant make a decision on what i want and rons mad about taht too so fine you know i figured be spontaneous for once nope not gonna happen.....they just ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOO AOF EMAILED ME BACK AND THEY WERE LIKE YEAH ITS AN ALL AGES SHOW!!! SO IM LIKE OH MY GOODNESS I HAVE TO GO!!!! yeah i even called durty nellies to confirm this and its a sixteen and over show....five bucks at the door with like four bands. i was like oh my gooodnesss!!! and im SOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED i cant even begin to explain. dads like ( Read more... )

sooo yeah today i was a mess....well im always a mess but i guess today was a little worse. stupid having to write about myself for that college application, i dont like the idea of selling myself for an education....maybe thats hypocritical considering some of the things that ive done but really i donno....i still dont like it. then theres the ( Read more... )

and yet when people say that something 'sticks like glue' i dont think they really mean that its very sticky because i mean if you're using elmers youve got to use alot and it doesnt work very well unless its paper you happen to be gluing together andin most situations i dont feel that people use this simile as a reference to paper. now instead i ( Read more... )

mmm been awhile....again, you know i always look at this thing but rarely feel compelled to write.....maybe its because i know anyone who reads this knows whats going on anyways and its just pointless to read....but i like to write it down so ill go for it anyway. sooo letssee i got my cartilage pierced....and i absolutly love it, not like its a ( Read more... )

yeah yeah maybe not. oh my goodness am i tired....yeah i couldnt sleep at all last night, i was up till five forty five and finally was able to get to sleep. then i woke up at six thirty and that was it forty five minutes of sleep for me. so i had a monster headache and wanted to kill something this morining. i had a chocolate muffin from starbucks ( Read more... )

so wow so much has happened i know ill forget it like all once i try to write it down, so here goes. friday night was the relay for life, that was fun i liked the walking by myself part the most....gave time to reflect on stuff, haha. then i left on saturday for the train only to find out the one i was gonna take didnt exist so i waited an hour... ( Read more... )

so yes today i woke up at ten for a phone call my dad had woken me up with which of course was him telling me to do something with my lazy self...of course that something he wanted me to do was swimm and then go and talk to the music room about lessons again. hmmm so half awake i made my stand 'im not swimming' hes like ok then at least you made a ( Read more... )

so the results are in(I HAVE ANSWERS FOR ONCE!!!!)....my mitral valve in my heart bends backwards a bit everytime the heart beats....and lets a little blood leak back. but its not serious they said its really common especially in women......but yeah so thats good. it means im prone to chest pain and shortness of breath once in a while but not in ( Read more... )

yeah so a small update.......almost passed out fourth hour yesterday (yey mr. wilsons class....not like i wasnt already scared to death of him)...go to the doctor...probly just hyperventilating or something...but oh yeah 'i can really hear your heart murmur'......'WHAT HEART MURMUR!!!!. yeah so i have a heart murmur and dont really know waht it ( Read more... )