i feel bad for not updating this thing in so long....something i should probably do more often. well after friday i was alot happier than ive been lately.....lots of pressure released (stupid stupid stupid ap test), and after tuesday ill be even happier.....whats that i was actually supposed to run this weekend hahahah no way jose, yeah. well ( Read more... )

hahaha nooo, but that was my answer, course i guess i wasnt thinking straight...i dono it was laurens card question things, one of the more interesting ones i guess. so yeah this week has been so tiring, i spent eleven hours at school on monday, and wednesday. yeah ap reviews are killer, but they're helpful....i just miss my morining car time. so ( Read more... )

yeah so this week its been one thing after another, lots of pain and unpleasantries. for starters there was sunday....my ill-fated tumble on eight wheels, haha oh my i was worried i wouldnt make it home before i passed out, but i did enjoy the grossing everyone out while shaking my butt off, but yeah that killed all week, at least now its getting a ( Read more... )

first off, theres thursday night. i donno what happened but all of a sudden i got this really really weird feeling, and it kept building. so much so that i was near panicking, and it bugs me to no end cause i cant figure out why it happend. but it bothered me so much i decided to go to bed early(well ok earlier than i would have). all except for i ( Read more... )

yeah yesterday was her birthday, we had fun, shannon and i went over to her house and we sleptover.....there was alot of sleeping.....on my part anyway. i think ive figured out im sick, maybe not but its my hunch. two days ago i went out and got new running shoes, hoping theyd help my variety of pains with that.....the good news is i only tried one ( Read more... )

yes that was the fortune in my fortune cookie....really helps alot dont ya think. yes well i suppose thats what i get right, not everything can be so easy as to say if i 'do this then this will happen', or to say 'if i remove the polish on my nail then so and so will hate me forever', but then what happens if those are real connections, somehow i ( Read more... )

that stupid idiot, see its my fault really, so i guess im the stupid idiot.........always that way isnt it its all your fault.....no matter what happens...its your choice.......your own ******* mess.that IDIOT i knew it was a WHORE. isnt that the sad thing i KNEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my own ******* mess, i screwed myself over bigtime this time ha ( Read more... )

hrm well this week was interesting i suppose, although its made better by my introduction of two new principles to life 1) you cant worry about what you dont know, and 2) make everyday as interesting as humanly possible. so far its not been working, and yah yeah i know 'worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but doesnt get ( Read more... )

yes well i havent done this for lessse a month? hrmm yeah i know, truthfully i think about it all the time, well its one of the constant things on my mind i suppose, but thats so that i wont forget what i wanna say, and by now of course it does no good because i cant remember anyway, oh well here we go. well so ok this week has been interesting. ( Read more... )

'so what are you gonna do today napoleon?' 'ill do whatever i want to,GOD!!' oh jeez well today i got poked and prodded and picked up and ticlked and rugburned and hit with flying candy projectiles soo much that its unbelievable.i think maybe im just a toy to my cousins? yeah thats right, shannon and i, cept i feel worse for her cause shes lighter ( Read more... )