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Maintenance is Good
I have decided that a little bit of girly maintenance can't hurt me. Baby steps, but getting a wax and painting my nails has done wonders for my self esteem ( Read more... ) -
Food Detox
So right now I feel like I need to go through a food Detox. Actually since yesterday I really have been. I feel like I ate so much between Thursday and Friday that my body made it so I physically could not put any more food in my stomach that was more than necessary ( Read more... ) -
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So I stepped on the scale and gained two pounds from last time...which was about a week ago...
Not liking that at all...
Probably didn't help that on the way home from work I stopped and consoled myself with a big bag of Spicy Doritos. :( -
The Hibernating Bear
I have been feeling like a bear going into hibernation lately. Now that it's getting colder, I wake up and lay on the couch under a blanket. I have no ambition to do anything in this cold weather, except eat. That I have been doing plenty of today. I'm not going to list what I ate, because that is really dumb. I will say that they were not healthy ( Read more... ) -
Day 1
So my day wasn't as fail filled as I thought it would be. This cold I have has been kicking my butt up one end and down the other. So needless to say I did not get my phlegm filled lungs on the elliptical this morning. I thought this bad start would set the tone for the rest of my day. Not as much as I was expecting ( Read more... ) -
The Fat Diaries
This journal will now be used as my personal Fat Journal ( Read more... ) -
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For someone who doesn't like having expectations you really are setting the double standard. Sometimes it just seems like you expect blind devotion, and maybe some would call what I do now blind devotion. Having faith in something that doesn't really deserve my faith. Some days I don't feel like you deserve my faith. If I had amnesia and couldn't ( Read more... ) -
Lost Conversations aka...Things I'm Too Chicken Shit To Say
Yes I still love you. I never thought the break up made sense and I am still waiting for it to feel alright and "better". Yes we were having problems but I always found the person I was in a relationship worth it and it hurts more than anything that you gave up and didn't find me as worthwhile as I found you. In the words of Phil Collins, "The hurt ( Read more... ) -
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sometimes after all this time i feel like i fall in love all over again...but only this time i fall harder and deeper in that awesomely good way that only love can manage -
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i hate when i get depressed and i can't sleep
i hate it