everything is constantly spiraling towards chaos and disorder. why fight it? it seems to me that at a certain point, chaos becomes order ( Read more... )

It's currently 5:37 in the am, memorial day. I just got done painting. It's raining. It's always raining somehow ( Read more... )

today was a long day, but not nearly long enough. i went home for a bit. the stars were out. it was nice being out of the city and being able to see the stars. the drive home was wonderful. i don't know if there's anything better than blasting music and driving on a warm night with the windows down. i didn't want to go anywhere, i didn't ( Read more... )

Life is perpetual winter

We just get to come inside sometimes

much better mood today, no use in worrying about shit i guess. it'll work out somehow. still no test results as far as the whole medical issue goes ( Read more... )

so i backed into an SUV moving my sister out of her place two weekends ago. turns out it's gonna cost me $1600, more than half of what i'll make all summer. gotta figure somethin out so i can still afford to go to amsterdam ( Read more... )

Bear with me as I get used to this, not sure how to start exactly.... where to start is more like it. There's so much. This is organization of the chaos of my thoughts. Things are changing, like I'm changing. What do you think of the name? Its a Cake song, "Cool Blue Reason", not sure if it was a great choice, but they really put me on the ( Read more... )