waking life was amazing. it's one of my new favorite movies. it pretty much illustrated everything that i think about. it's all in animation but was filmed. i recommend it to everyone. i dont' know much else to say except that i'm nauseated at the moment. i should be doing hw. but marcus always procrastinates. i spoke yet again to more interesting ( Read more... )

so today was ok. woke up 11am. walked a mile to rent "Waking Life". I'm really excited. Friend told me that it is AMAZING and like "Memento". it was such a beautiful day in the area today. i really suggest (i keep saying "really". stop it marcus) "Cal" (as we students call it) or the University of California, Berkeley to any and everyone who wants ( Read more... )

so i was right. i'm an idiot. frat parties are stupid. always will be. not to the girls who like to genuinely dance and have fun that way. but gawd. guys just go to talk and smoke and drink. the girls who don't know their limits cuz they're f-ing stupid get drunk and obnoxious. how can people be so idiotic? how can they be so stupid as to follow ( Read more... )

love. futility. 2 things that have been witnessed by other people. i'm kinda glad to be done with love. done with anything remotely connected with being "in love" "married" "relationship" sex, creating a family etc. i think i would expound my thoughts about love but as a friend said, it's quite worthless... to be writing here with the back of your ( Read more... )

ok ok... so it wasn't so bad. i made a mistake. the friend that i went out with also drank like a good third of my coffee so she woke up at 3:45 after falling asleep at 12am. then she didn't sleep till 7am where she had to wake up at 7:30am. i feel bad now... (ok, i don't FEEL bad... but i commiserate) lol.. i sort of coerced her to help me finish ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! its one o clock in the morning. stupidest thing: went to go get a mocha blended coffee thing at college restaurant!! result: can't sleep! dreaming? am i awake? can't tell... must write to get sleepy. sleep is my reality. maybe. who knows. only me. maybe when i die. 1am. i have to wake up at 7:30. timed writing, later today in a ( Read more... )

Since the Golden Gate Bridge opened up in 1937, 3000 people have committed suicide by jumping over the four foot rail. That's the rate of about one person every 2 weeks. FUN ( Read more... )

um... what did i do today. rembered something that i always think about whenever i fly to and from burbank in los angeles: how other people on the plane just sit and not worry that they're actually whirling at 245 some odd miles per hour through the air... taht their flight wouldn't have been possible had it not been for people dying and ( Read more... )

i've realized i'm not pretty artsy like everyone else is on these sort of things... i don't even know how to put a picture here of the fairly odd parents or invader zim to keep spirits up when much of the brilliant world is down. funny how some people live gleefully unknowing and ignorant about what's going on in other people's lives. i read this ( Read more... )

amazingly still bored. a man made rollercoaster tycoon and a boy bought it. boy played and forgot to make figuring out his college classes a priority. whoops. ran today for who knows how far. picturesque view. but as a nihilist, words failed to name everything i saw. i need to pick up some tips for how to run, cuz i felt really sick after. nauseous ( Read more... )